Today I had one of those pitiful "I'm so ugly" days. I felt like I was 240ish pounds again and was upset that some of the size 12 jeans (I started at a 22, wow, so insane to be upset right?) I picked out at Goodwill didn't fit.
Then I put on my big girl panties and dealt with it. Yeah my face felt puffy, my hair was flat, I have tons of acne scars, some jeans don't fit, I'm not tan, not blonde...
That stuff doesn't define me! I've lost a ton of weight..I'm finally HEALTHY! I can walk up 18 flights of stairs when at the beginning I would walk up one flight and want to die.
I'm on a mission to keep on my journey and not let those devil whispers enter my mind. It's hard if you compare yourself to others, but it's all about kicking the negativity to the curb and knowing that I am beautiful, I have people that love me, and that's that!!
SCREW YOU NEGATIVE SELF IMAGE!
Time to be my gypsy badass alter ego!