My Daddy passed away May 10th.
This is a picture on his wedding day, he was 40 here. He was 68 when he died.
We all thought he was doing really well and then he was gone. All I can really think about is how he wont hold my children, he wont see me graduate college..etc. I'm trying to go on the "he will be there in spirit" jazz, but it doesn't really help.
I went to Florida for a couple days for his service, I got to see my sister and went to the beach. The warm waves were very comforting.
It's still not real yet, and life isn't the same. I'm trying to do better, and am just taking things minute by minute.
Hold on to your loved ones.
I miss you Dad.