Wednesday, May 21, 2014

Bye Daddy

My Daddy passed away May 10th.

This is a picture on his wedding day, he was 40 here. He was 68 when he died.

We all thought he was doing really well and then he was gone. All I can really think about is how he wont hold my children, he wont see me graduate college..etc. I'm trying to go on the  "he will be there in spirit" jazz, but it doesn't really help.

I went to Florida for a couple days for his service, I got to see my sister and went to the beach. The warm waves were very comforting.

It's still not real yet, and life isn't the same. I'm trying to do better, and am just taking things minute by minute.

Hold on to your loved ones.

I miss you Dad.


Amanda said...

Oh I am so sorry sweetie. *hugs*

Frickin' Fabulous at 40 said...

SO sorry for your loss, Czesia. There are no words that will bring you comfort, but know we're thinking of you and hoping you're well.

Lorrie Haley said...

I'm so sorry for you loss. I can really relate to you right now. My dad died last month on the 16th. When he was having a heart attack he tried to drive himself to the hospital and hit a telephone pole. I just had his memorial service yesterday. My dad was busy taking care of everyone else but himself. I wish I had told him I loved him before he died. We had major emotional issues. I always related to him because we both had the same eating disorder. Please try to take care of yourself during this hard time. I will be praying for you and your family as well.
-Lorrie Haley